Tractors & Martinis

  It’s been a while, and a while it will always be. Never once in my life have i stayed committed to something that was important to me. I have always looked at something and said “I wish i could do that” and when i get halfway there, I’m done. Maybe it’s the idea that I will change my mind about how I want to look at my future. I must stay focused on what others see me as, other then seeing myself in a different light. I guess it has been a while because last time I spoke up, this is the exact situation I was in, but not anymore.

   I stand strong to the belief that no one can live their life through mine. I am me and I am not them, therefore I will live like the me I think I am. This world of pressure and anxiety is not going to rid me of the life I want to live, and no one is going to take the mind of Sam and mold it into their own.

  Don’t let people suck you into the thought that if you don’t stand out, if you don’t have a strong voice, or motive; then you’re not going to get anywhere. For some people it takes time to find their voice, to find what make then vibrant. It takes time to look at the world and find what make it beautiful in their own minds. Don’t let only one take that away.

  Inspire yourself, that’s what I plan to do. To find what I really wish I could do and do it. I will not back down to any challenge that stand in my way, and I will not know my future, I will not know what decision to make next, but it will be me deciding what I’m going to live for. That is the way it should be.

 Until the next while longer,

Cordially, Sam